It’s winter here, so naturally my mind is already thinking about a vacation.
Actually part of me is still mad that this year’s vacation never happened.
December 2008, we started to form plans to do a family trip to DisneyWorld in January of 2010. We were going to have my brother’s family & my mom join us, Geoff & I were going to run the marathon & half marathon, and it was going to be wonderful.
But it never happened.
We registered for the race (with non-refundable race entries), I ordered Disney information, bought books & products to ready us for a family trip to DisneyWorld and spent HOURS on Disney websites.
Despite my brother’s family dropping out of the plans mid-January, I held hope that we’d still go with my mom.
Then hail trashed our roof and the roof needed to be replaced. Taxes needed to be paid. The car needed new tires.
The dream officially died by September. I pouted for a very long time.
There is a part of me, my cynical part, that thinks I should stop making plans, and dreaming dreams. Because money always seems to be a factor.
But the optimist in me, says without dreams, life would suck.
So I’m dreaming, of going somewhere this summer. Now I need to find a way to make my dream come true.